first day of my life

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Mon, 13 May 2013 18:02:51 -0400

skatings: I can’t wait for the day I fall asleep next to someone I’m in love with. Just think about...

Wed, 08 May 2013 11:29:22 -0400

I can’t wait for the day I fall asleep next to someone I’m in love with. Just think about it, waking up and seeing them and getting a really big smile. It sounds amazing.

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 11:49:47 -0400

I haven’t been on tumblr in months and looking back on my posts I was negative as fuck....

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 01:21:59 -0400

I haven’t been on tumblr in months and looking back on my posts I was negative as fuck. I’m so glad all that is away from my life and I’m focusing on me and my happiness.

The past few weeks have been a struggle for me. A struggle to find myself and my own happiness....

Fri, 13 Jul 2012 13:26:00 -0400

The past few weeks have been a struggle for me. A struggle to find myself and my own happiness. I’ve never realized so much about myself that has just been swept under a rug and never been touched. Things that have haunted me Things that have worried me And things that I knew were there but was too afraid to face.A lot of things are changing and I’m not sure how to handle it. I’m becoming more positive with my life and realizing I have nothing to be upset about anymore. I have never been a religious person and was never gave that option to have any beliefs. But for once in my life I am, I’m not sure how it’ll go but it’s worth a try. I just hope for the best now and nothing else.

I wish people would change and prove you wrong. Guess not.

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 01:13:41 -0400

I wish people would change and prove you wrong. Guess not.

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Mon, 09 Jul 2012 00:21:06 -0400

Having to let go of your best friend and whole life is the hardest thing to do. :(

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 17:06:00 -0400

Having to let go of your best friend and whole life is the hardest thing to do. :(

Tonight I get to go to this really nice Italian restaurant named Il Forno. Corbin is accompanying me...

Wed, 27 Jun 2012 17:19:49 -0400

Tonight I get to go to this really nice Italian restaurant named Il Forno. Corbin is accompanying me there so we can talk and try to work out our difficulties. I am excited..but nervous.

im a fucking messsss

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 23:27:18 -0400

Today Corbin and I thought our hamster Rigby was dying. He wasn’t moving or acting right so I...

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 18:58:32 -0400

Today Corbin and I thought our hamster Rigby was dying. He wasn’t moving or acting right so I went over there and took care of him and called the vet. He seems better once we put him in the ball and cleaned his cage.

Even though Corbin and I are broken up and not speaking much, it was really nice being able to take care of our pet together.

And your eyes must do some rainin’ if you are ever gonna growWhen cryin’ don’t...

Mon, 25 Jun 2012 15:57:25 -0400

And your eyes must do some rainin’ if you are ever gonna grow
When cryin’ don’t help you can’t compose yourself
It’s best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing
Or simple song of hope

That’s why I’m singin’, baby don’t worry, ‘cause now I got your back
And every time you feel like cryin’, I’m gonna try and make you laugh
And if I can’t, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass
And I will keep you company through those days so long and black

And we’ll keep working on the problem we know we’ll never solve
Of Love’s uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole
But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall

Then I think we would see the beauty then, we would stand staring in awe
At our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges
Like a story told by the fault lines and the soil

i am not fucking happy

Mon, 25 Jun 2012 15:33:55 -0400

i am not fucking happy

I have the lowest self-esteem today.

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 19:27:15 -0400

I have the lowest self-esteem today.

I wish I was more romantic, I wish I was more attractive, I wish I was more who you’d want me...

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 14:48:20 -0400

I wish I was more romantic,
I wish I was more attractive,
I wish I was more who you’d want me to be,
And I wish I wasnt so angry.
I wish, I wish, I wish…

I just want to express how proud I am of Corbin for succeeding in everything he has been doing...

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 22:33:38 -0400

I just want to express how proud I am of Corbin for succeeding in everything he has been doing lately. He is an amazing person and deserves every single bit of it.

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Mon, 18 Jun 2012 22:40:49 -0400

Today was the best day ever. It was my 1 year anniversary with...

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 23:55:03 -0400

Today was the best day ever. It was my 1 year anniversary with Corbin. We went to the zoo even though it rained and then fished all afternoon once it got sunny!
I’m so lucky and thankful to have someone so special to me. He’s there for me whenever I need him. We’re best friends and could never have been anymore happier than I am right now. I love him so much

Today is my one year with Corbin

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 01:16:22 -0400

when we wake up were going to the zoo in Bloomington and having a picnic. But for now I’m going to shower and crawl into bed naked with him.
Goodnight

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Wed, 23 May 2012 19:30:37 -0400